Taboo,

I hope you get well soon. I hope you don't die, even if you probably have only 20% chance of living.

I'm awfully sad right now, and depressed. Heck, I even cried.
And it's all because of one teeny sugar glider.

Taboo probably got mauled by my cat, Louie while I wasn't at home - most likely in school.
I only found out today that he was very weak and couldn't climb.

It really pained my heart to see him struggle, so as soon as my mom came back, we straight away went to Ikano to check what's wrong with him.

At first, we thought he was just sick and weak, but in reality, he got injured. He was bleeding around his privates, and well. He was extremely weak.

We went to the Pet Safari in Ikano, but the clinic there was closed and the doctors there don't take care of exotic animals.
The nurse recommended us to a pet hospital in KL, which specialized in exotic animals.

As you see, Taboo was really weak and looks like as if he was about to die. His mouth was open, and gasping for every air he can.

A rush of guilt and depression just welled inside me when the dude who sold us the glider told us that he was probably mauled by an animal (definitely Louie). I couldn't help but cry.

It wasn't the huge WAH WAH WAH cry, but there were definitely tears.

I just felt extremely sad because I made so many wrong decisions, and not thinking about our cat when we were buying Taboo.

The decisions were;
- Putting it outside my room, where it was vulnerable to anything
- Getting it a wired cage. If we had gotten a glass aquarium-like case, our cat wouldn't be able to try to maul it.
- Getting a red pouch for it to sleep in. If we had gotten a different color, maybe we would be able to see the blood.


I'm really sorry, Taboo. Even if you're just an animal and even if I only gotten you for a less than a week, I'm sorry.


My dad had asked me to buy another glider to "replace" Taboo, but I just don't want to get another tiny pet anymore.



PS.
If you're laughing at me right now for writing this whole blog post dedicated to an animal, then you probably don't have a heart. :/

Hello bello mello cello.

I've decided to blog.
It's probably gonna die halfway anyway, since I always do that on my posts.

Taboo, my sugarglider, is sleeping beside me in his pouch thing. :D
So adorable.

And he's not as aggressive anymore. Maybe it's because he had adapted to the environment.
Hooray!

Anyway. Let's talk about the MacBook.

The MacBook Pro is pretty awesome.
The only cons are, you can't download pirated stuff.

That's what I've heard from my cousin.
But I haven't tried it yet, so who knows, hm.

I bought the 13-inch Macbook Pro, and it's portable and downright beautiful.
Say goodbye to the dust collecting in between the keyboard holes, because the MacBook has no holes to keep the dust in!

The keys are a pretty awesome black, and nicely spaced so that it looks awesome + looks cool + won't collect dust.

It has Bluetooth and all that shit that you have in a computer. :D
Except Microsoft Word and Powerpoint, which is total BS because you need to buy the RM599 one. 8|

And, Photoshop.
Argh.

Speaking of Photoshop, I wanted to buy it today.
But guess what?
It's only for college students. MFCS!

Which seriously sucks lah!
Because, it's at a superduper discounted price of RM399.

I was like, OH MY FUCKING GAWD.

So therefore, I went to 1U to get it, but I wasn't old/smart enough.
Stupid Apple.
Stupid fdfdfdfdfdf.

Whoever has Photoshop CS2/CS3/CS890900000000000000000 pleasseeee tell me.

I really need it.
Maybe I'll just ask my cousin to buy. 8(

I really need photoshop, dammit!
Ms. Mayer's probably gonna kill me if I don't finish the class certificates. :(


Anyhooooo.
Tata. Gotta find a way to get the damn Photoshop.

Paranoid.

I've many things to blog about, but I just can't be damned to.

Just something small;

I bought a sugar glider.

His name is Taboo. (:

But he's really agressive.

Maybe he's just not used to it yet.

And, I'm going to get a MacBook Pro later.

Which is super awesome.

Why?

Because my mom wants my laptop, and she wants to learn, since my cousin brother is a computer pro and he's going to England soon.

So, voila! Macbook for moi!

That's all.

I love bragging. Sh.

Ooh.

There are many cars near my house.

And it's because someone is making a film at the house, next next to mine!

So awesome 'kay. There are so many (guy) angmohs and all.

I wanted to go there and peek a little, but don't want lah. Later they kick me out.

Paiseh.

But yeah, I felt so jakun when I saw the film crew and all! And I even saw police and stuff.

So it must be important, I guess.

And I saw an old dude smoking a pipe. In a tux.

So awesome 'kay.

When I passed by the place to my house in my car, I saw that that house had like.. Butlers and waitresses lined up in front.

So I got all curious and jittery.

It just feels really cool when you see so many people, with the film crew and all, making a movie/film/advertisement/idk!

omgjakuntimejakunjakunjakun

I've seen people filming in New York before, and it was pretty cool too, because many people were huddled around the actress to make the scene of.. crowded people in New York City.

Still.

Awesome.

Let's see a list of thing I want/have to do.

1. Get my hair cut.

I want real bangs now, because these bangs are really retarded.

And I might get a light perm.

2. Buy hamster stuff.

Vivian, you owe me two hamsters, dude. Hahah.

I need a cage and all that hamster stuff.

3. A new laptop.

I sound like a really spoiled brat now.

My mom said she's going to learn on how to use the computers, since she said she was really outdated.

Therefore, since we have no fixed line at home, and the desktop computers are stashed away, dying, and collecting dust, in the store room..

I might get a new laptop! Hoozah!

Since this one is a tad heavy.

I want a light laptop, maybe a Macbook Air? Or something? -nudges mom-

But there's only a slight chance, so I could always dream.

4. Sims 3.

Hey, it's the new thing now.

But it would probably be a 5-minute hot thing, and I'll just get bored of it.

So maybe Sims 3 would be the last of my.. priorities.

5. Shopping.

I was supposed to go Pavilion today, but my mom woke me up at 10am.

And if you wake me up at 10am on a Saturday, I would be one grumpy person.

So I stupidly refused.

Dumb, right?

So it is not 3:43pm, and my mom's not back yet.

Boo. :(

6. Crack my iPhone.

I need to beg my cousin for this.

7. Summer holidays.

Even if it's summer all year in Malaysia, Summer holidays are for lazing around for a month and a week.

Ooh, fun.

Even if I'm probably gonna get sick of staying at home for a month.

8. For 6 months to be over.

I don't really wanna wear these retainers forever day and night. 8(

That's about it for now.

Aloha!

Let's see.

I still have many stuffs to blog in my brain. But I just can't be damned to recall because it's already 12:11 am.

It's a Friday anyway, so who cares?

This blog post is going to be a cacated post, since I'm usually half-dead during midnight.

Let's blog about yesterday, which was a Thursday. But since it's already 12am, I guess it was the day before yesterday.

Alright, enough blabbering.

As you can see, Thursday was the day of my audition.

And yeah, since I'm always a nervous wreck and all, I panicked and became brain dead.

Nah.

My audition was at 1:25. So I went there at 1:10.

Yeah, I know, retard much?

But yes. Thank you to everyone who supported me and make me feel calmer. (:

So I sang, and yeahhhh. I was shaking my butt off.

But instead, it was the good type of shaking and that lead to a good comment.

After I sang, which I thought was pretty alright considering I had a flu on that day, this was (around) Mr. William's comment;

"You did great, and you could control the vibrato voice that most kids your age can't do. The song is a little too high for you, so maybe if you manage to go into the finals, you should consider changing your song into your voice range."

So, I might stand a chance of getting into the finals.

But it's going to be tough, since there's the song stealer and everyone else.

It might not be important to win this Tenby's Got Talent thing, but I just really want to gain my confidence.

I don't wanna wilt and die in my own fear.

Sounds cliche and stupid, but yeah, it's my goal now to gain confidence.

If I don't go into the finals, I wouldn't really too pressured about it. I could try again.

If you're laughing at me right now for writing stupid shit, you should just close this. Jeez.

It's in the middle of the night, and I get moody sometimes.

Otherwise, let's see what we did today. Or yesterday. Or whatever.

Started off with form period. We were supposed to go to bs' class, but she didn't come so we went to Ms. Mayer's.

After that was Math. Ms. Kuok wasn't here, so Mr. Williams replaced us and he was gay.

Even Ms. Kuok isn't that strict kay.

After Math was BM.

Bs still wasn't here.

So we went to Ms. Ginn's class and played Uno.

I won twice. Hehh. :D

After that was Break, ate mihun/meehoon/mihoon/whatever.

After Break waaaasss English.

English was.. English lahh.

After English was PSHE.

Discussed the Class Awards thing. Meh.

After that was lunch, drank Milo.

Then after that is Drama.

Drama, we had to do this weird thing.

First, we all had to dance. I didn't really move, so I don't care. haha.

Then we were grouped.

I was with Vivian, Faris and Mark.

So we had to make weird movements with sounds.

First it was "flicker", then "grow", "dart", "spread", then "devour".

I dunno how to explain it, but it was kinda weird lor.

Then Drama finished, mom and dad fetched me.

Went to airport to fetch an aunty from Thailand.

Then went for mamak at Kayu.

Then went home, etc etc showered and stuff.

Went out at 6:30 to Bangsar for Yang Kor's farewell party, even if he's leaving in August.

The food was pretty nice.

Ben "kor" got braces, while Anthony and I got ours off.

Awesome.

Everybody slimmed down.

But me.

I felt so fat in front of everyone. 8(

Anyway, I'm getting tired. And I'm still very full.

You can see that this blog post is getting sloppier and sloppier.

Good night.

Please, I need a wake up call.

My confidence isn't going into my brain.

It's trying to peel itself off me.

I have much to blog about, but I just lost my mood.

Sorry.

Guess what.

I decided to blog, wah-oo.

I don't know whether this would be a long post of not, but I'll try my best to make it, uh. Interesting.

Currently, I'm waiting for my parents to come back.

Where did they go, you ask? Even if you're not asking, who cares. I'm just gonna answer anyway like the arrogant loser I am.

They went to Shanghai.

Yeah, I know you'd probably be expecting something great and awesome like a trip to Bali with a stay in Four Seasons.

But no, they went to plain, boring, Shanghai.

To be honest, I don't like China - even if I was originated from there.

My father's side grandparents came from China from boat to Malaysia many many many years ago.

Yes, so I am a China girl.

But please, I don't spit on the floor and sit with my legs wide open with a skirt.

And flick my noseshit while I'm driving a motorbike.

Not to be offensive to people from China, but I've seen that.

Terrifying.

Anyway. My parents are coming back now.

I heard that my mom bought me a new wireless mouse and a new 16GB pendrive.

Dunno whether it's fake or not, blerh.

I hope it works right.

So, let's um. Talk about today, since I have nothing else to blog about.

Gosh, I need a topic.

Give me suggestions and I'll try my best to blog it.

Started off with form period, which is basically stoning in class for the first (?) minutes of school.

Then we had to go to the tennis court, to do the Tennis Court Oath. We had to wear red + white + blue.

I went up first, and yeah. It was pretty shitty.

Then everybody else did theirs, and everyone improved a lot.

Therefore, Ms. Mayer was a happy person.

After History was French.

French, we learned about.. I forgot.

Oh goodness, I'm the most useless person ever.

After that was break. Changed into my school uniform, and that took 90% of break time.

So I ran down to get a sandwich.

After break was English.

Copied stuff and blahblah.

It was the average English lesson lor. Nothing much to talk about there.

But Ms. Mayer called me out to help her do something.

After English was Science.

Science was.. fun, as usual.

Nicholas Thong used red pen ink on a tissue and made it look like period blood.

It was.. ew.

Then we played the human body again.

This time, Vivian took out the brain and couldn't put it back together.

Mr. Lee continued going "OI, OI YOU."

After Science was lunch, ate fries and drank vitagen.

Wahaha, I'm so unhealthy.

Chloe also ate half a sandwich.

We were all, OMG CHLOE'S EATING HOOOMG.

Then after lunch was D&T.

Meh, didn't really do anything, because I finished my project already.

Also, after class, we (me, Vila, Chloe and Laura I think) stole Mr. Bryant's lollipops.

Shh!

After school, bought Milo, then went for choir with Chloe.

We were singing "Barbara Ann" by.. dunno who.

But it's an accapella song.

It actually sounded good when everybody sang together.

But saying "Barbara Ann" numerous times is a mouthful.

Then went home, and read newspaper, like a nerd.

Sabrina and me are supernerds.

And we even have a signature dance called.. the giraffe flip.

You have to see us to know the dance. ;)

Anyway, I had meehoon soup with fishballs for dinner.

For the 3rd time.

Then I Plurked, then I'm stuck here, blogging.

I'm super ridiculous lor.

I am currently watching Spongebob Squarepants.

Spongebob is going to get asskicked by Flatts.

But Spongebob is a sponge, so when Flatts hit him, it doesn't hurt!

Yay, I'm such a retard!

Behind the scenes.

Hello. (:

I'm back from Nadhirah's house.

Actually, I was back a while ago.

I have a long long long story to blog about, but I'm so tired and.. malas.

You can read Sabrina's blog about Nadhirah's party.

Today is a lazy day for me, I'm sorry.

I'll update when I find the mood to update.

Shut up,

and put your money where your mouth is.

- Waking Up in Vegas by Katy Perry.

I'm not a big fan of Katy Perry, but yeah. I think the song and the video's pretty interesting.

I'm extremely bored, so I'm watching Chart Attack on MTV.

Jai Ho (You Are My Destiny) by the Pussycat Dolls are on now.

I find it weird that the dude who sings JAI HO! just stands there and.. Jai ho's.

That pretty creepy smile and he goes, "JAI HO!"

Anyways, hello.

Today was alright.

Started off with History.

Ms. Mayer said Ms. Kuok praised our class page, and no mistakes had to be corrected.

Which makes me really happy, because I've gone through a load of trouble to make that class page.

That's right, Jane Lee worked her ass off for this class page.

History was.. meh. We're going to do the Tennis Court Oath next week.

And wear French colors.

After History was French. Heh.

Ms. Perin didn't come. 

But Mr. Crombie came in for relief. Boo.

I sat next to Nadhirah.

And she was damn excited because of someone. It was funny lah, cuz she was hyper.

Saw her camera. It's another Canon camera. :O

So that means.. it's only me and Sabrina that has a Nikon DSLR.

Haha, nerds will always be nerds, aye. ;P

After French was break. Ate a sandwich.

Wanted to eat curry noodles, but I was all, oh man don't want. Feel guilty.

Heeeeh.

After break was English. Julius got swapped with Daniel Ng by Mrs. Clayton.

I don't care, we're gonna make a fashion magazine, like Seventeen.

After English was Science.

We didn't play with the human body today. Instead, we camwhored.

Mr. Lee keeps going "OI! OI!"

Anyway, we (me, Nadhirah, Sabrina, Vivian) camwhored with Nadhirah's new camera.

It was fun. The camera was timed for 10 seconds, so it was all, ditditditdit!

After Science was lunch. Drank Milo. WEEHEE. They finally sell it, after so long.

Went to the basketball court with Vila, Chloe, Benedict and Laura.

Just sat around lah, talked.

After lunch was D&T.

D&T was.. meh, as usual.

I'm done with my.. box square thing.

I don't know what it should be called, to be honest.

Dunno what dado joint lah, mitre joint lah, shit joint lah etc.

Then after D&T, went home because no choir today.

PS: I hate blackshit.

Having class with her tomorrow.

Stupid blackshit.

Stupid stupid stupid.

Stupid retainers.

Or, shhhtoopiiit retainershhh.

So. As told by the dentist, I have to wear these dentures braces, day and night, for 6 months.

After that, I only have to wear it at night.

But now, I am.. brathhesh fasssshe.

What's more annoying is, I have to take it out when I eat.

Drinking water is fine, but other stuff like Milo tastes just plain weird.

In other news.

I baked brownies just now. It's alright lah, for beginners like yours truly.

It looks more like a cake, to be honest.. 

I'll improve the next time I ever bake. Hehh.

Yesterday, Thursday, was fun.

Science is fun.

Me, Vivian, Nadhirah, Sabrina and Nicholas Thong were playing with the human body at the back of the class.

It started with me poking the inner boob (it was a woman figure) -- then everyone started touching it. 

We took out the intestines and saw a fetus.

Then we put it back in, then everything started collapsing.

Then we're all, OH SHIT SAVE THE BABY SAVE THE BABY

It was damn fun lah. 

The eyeball keeps coming out and scaring the shit outta us.

Because we're all focusing on saving the baby, and the eyeball just WOOSH-ed down at us.

Mr. Lee just kept going OI DON'T PLAY WITH THAT!

But we continued "saving the baby". :D

We also took out the chest/boobs and wore it.

That was yesterday, hmm.

Today was alright.

Started out with Math. Math was okay lah.

Ms. Kuok had to leave at the middle of the class because she was bringing Year 4 students to somewhere.

So Ms. Mayer took over, I showed her the class page, and she was happy. Phew.

After Math was BM.

omg blackshit ewwwwwwwwwww.

She made me cry.

I haven't cried in a while. Heh.

I officially hate her more now.

And she's so sexist.

Not sexy. Ew.

But sexist.

She likes boys better than girls. Pilih kasih. :/

After BM was break.

Break.. ate nasi lemak. omg im gonna be fat omg omg.

After break was english.

I'm in a group with Vivian, Julius and Gnaegi.

We're thinking about making a Seventeen-ish magazine.

And dress Julius and Gnaegi up in dresses.

HA HAHA.

English was alright lahh.

After that is Drama.

Drama is.. ehh.

After Drama is lunch.

Lunch, drank Milo with my retainers.

Regretted it so much. Tasted like shit. Not like I know how shit taste like. ._.

Went to music room and Mr. Williams made me sing.

The mic sounds so retarded with the speakers.

After lunch was PSHE.

We had to do some child rights thing.

And had to do a play -ish.

Me, Vivian, Russell, Vin, Benedict & Benjamin were in a group.

Ms. Mayer grouped us.

We're the extra group. Others have 4 people, we have 6. :O

So we did a really retarded thing lah.

I'm too lazy to blog, because my mom wants me to type in more than 200/300+ contacts into the phone.

ONE BY ONE, ARGH.

Mamma mia,

here we go again.

So. I know I've been extremely lazy to blog.

Because, I have zero mood.

Yeah, I know it's a stupid excuse and all.

I think I'm eating lesser each day. Surprise, surprise.

I just drink a can of soya bean or something, and I'm already full.

For lunch, just had a sandwich. I was full also.

Also, the school's a bitch now.

They stopped selling Milo.

I need my daily dose of Milo, damnit. ):

But nooooo. Tenby wants me to suffer and die without the glorious Milo.

Okay, I'm talking shit now. So I'll shut up.

From now on, Ms. Kuok is teaching us Math.

Mr. Kannaparan is teaching the Y9s.

I think Ms. Kuok is fine. If she's in a good mood.

Speaking of moods, Ms. Mayer has been in a bad mood these few days.

Maybe she got her period, tsk tsk.

I've done my hardest on the class page, and she was happy with it -- but she wanted further changes.

So I'm like, uh, okay fine.

She said that the class page was ours to decide, but yet she's kinda.. bossing us around.

I've already finished the newer version yesterday. Go look at my Facebook, if you wish.

Otherwise.

I am thoroughly exhausted. Pfft.

The school is making a big big fuss over the prince dude coming.

Come on, he isn't even young and hot. He's old.

He's just like any one of us.

He just.. has a higher status, richer, and will own part of the country next time.

... nevermind. He is important after all.

I think I'm going to take a nap. I can already feel eyebags forming, but I'm not sleep deprived or anything.